#I don’t rly think about it
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have a friends engagement tomorrow and I’ve been so excited this whole week and today I tried on the dress I’ve been saying I’m going to wear and I felt hideous in it. pulled out a “safe” backup option and hated that even more. then a third. settled on something completely different to the look I was going for and now I’m miserable :-)
#in my day to day life. my weight gain doesn’t bother me#I don’t rly think about it#I wear loose clothing anyway so nothing ever shows#but my god. I feel so ugly now that I’m trying on occasion dresses#I just want to cry#I don’t like how I look#my stomach is bigger than it used to be and it pokes out sm and I’m so self conscious of it#and I’ve gained weight in my back !!??! which I cannot bring myself to feel neutral about#and tbh I’m more disappointed in that I was so excited to wear this dress and imagined it to look so nice#and then I just. didn’t like it at all#and what I’ve settled for is so low-key and simple and not what I wanted lmaoo#anywyas. I’m going to sleep soon and hopefully wake up feeling better about myself#and then I’ll go and have fun regardless#but I feel like shit rn and it doesn’t help my mum keeps pointing out my weight gain#but we move#rahma’s rambles
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some kazakhstan doodles
#hetalia#hetalia oc#hws kazakhstan#aph kazakhstan#batyrkhan altynbek#hws russia#ivan braginsky#hws ukraine#irunya chernenko#im confused what human name to use for her#ask me more about batyrkhan if you dare#i don’t rly ship him with anyone so much so take this art as it is#he coworker zones most people but he treats his coworkers like his dear friends so most people think he’s rly friendly#its mostly for show
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kinda sad that we don’t know more about sukuna’s tattoos, I feel like initially, they were supposed to be more than just aesthetics. like why does he have additional markings on his forehead and nose when he isn’t fully incarnated for example?
#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#ryomen sukuna#sukuna#i rly enjoy dissecting the power system but gege should have put a little bit of the effort#into developing the character aspects and plot lines he already set up. and the more I think about it the more I notice that the#problem wasn’t just the final 10 chapters or so where he was struggling with his health. it started way before#don’t get me wrong he was definitely overworked and I’m not blaming him#but it’s clear that he was mainly focusing on creating a complex shounen power system#when jjk was always popular for its characters and mysterious lore.#the most profound power system won’t be of much use if you abandon a big part of your story in favour of it#☁️.blogging
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He’s trying to be cool about it but he shouldn’t have opened that and you should probably get out of there…
#shepherds of haven#red antiqua#like everyone else I’ve been playing bg3 and every time I talk to Gale I want to talk to red instead#also Anders but like out of all of them red is the standout favourite#less… explosive……. yanno#I just threw shoujo flowers and a bunch of textures on this I’m rly happy with his hair and skin#I’m not sure on the composition but I guess it’s a learning curve#this was originally part of a bunch of sketches I did of red and I took it and made it it’s own picture#I just love him ok#the writing in the book says something about how these demons can only be banished with a filthy pash so he has his work cut out for him#and he doesn’t want you to see#impulsivity got the best of him again#mc…… uh. I’m so happy to see you but uh. don’t watch this I’m begging you#guess he’s wearing normal people clothes and I don’t have a reason for why except that I think red wears big jumpers when he’s not in#slutty mage gear#fanart#fantasy#if games#shoh
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yahoooo! sillay
#fanart#sleep deprived podcast#aztrosist#apandah#mikasacus#YAAAHHHHH#i have been a little burnt out lately this was rly fun to draw and line hehe#hoping this gets me back in the drawin game#don’t think like toooo too hard abt the crossover like this was just a redraw but sdpified#it’s pretty silly though#this does mean jschlatt is akechi… if u rly think about it
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look do I believe luffy is aroace? yes. is this partially for all the no, he’s ace, I’m luffy jokes? no who told you that. maybe. but do I also ship kobylu like a mf ? …. yes…. yes I do fuck I love them
#kobylu#luffy#monkey d. luffy#monkey d luffy#koby one piece#op koby#cobylu#ik aroace ppl can also be in relationships don’t shoot me#it’s rly funny imaging koby rly pathetically pining and gay panicking and being obvious while luffy is. being luffy.#also also I do think love is simple to luffy. like maybe he just doesn’t differentiate between romantic and platonic love#it’s all equally deep to him#and he doesn’t think too hard about it#anyway so aroace or not koby can just be his favourite
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This is such a harmful sentiment to push considering that you don’t necessarily have to be “attractive,” (beauty is subjective, yada yada) in order for men to want to harm you in the slightest… like man, what…
#the lady talks about being followed and harassed and so on as if every woman and girl in the world regardless of their age and#‘good looks’#hasn’t experienced this and will continue to#I hate when these girls especially ones who are conveniently attractive talk about stuff like this under the guise of speaking for all#women while x-ing out most women#this easily leads into the realm of ‘you’re too ugly/fat to be assaulted ANYWAY-‘#talk that I see spread by misogynists and bird brained women like it’s such a natural thing to even say it’s actually rly scary#especially when it comes to the assault shit which is usually about power and control anyway#they don’t care what you look like#you could be covered up head to toe and someone would try to hurt you just because#I hate when women like this go online thinking that they said something open their mouths I really do#rambling#tw assault#got dudes in the comments going ‘she’s not even pretty anyway she’s like a 4 out of 10’#completely missing the message (as if they care) and see#these are the kinds of people that stuff like this attracts#stuff like this coming out of a woman’s mouth especially is so dangerous#I don’t think I’m the most good looking person in the world and I’ve been followed sm times I had to run away from a guy once and luckily#my bus was right fucking there!!!#then the guy who was harassing me years ago at a bus stop and forced me to hug him and touched my butt and no one else was around to help#me…#and he kept on trying to get me to go back to his apartment around the corner like that was so#the man who followed me into the store as I was shopping and I noticed that he kept on staring at me#then tried to holla and he looked way older than me and I think he was a pastor or something too he had a nice car and tried to get me to#come with him#sm more incidents over the years like this is crazy pls don’t say stuff like this and act like it’s normal#someone in the comments said that people like the woman in the video think that being pretty will free them from the patriarchy and like…#YEAH 😭#it’s so obvious too lmfao#these be the same women calling themselves ‘girls girls’’
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“fear me, i’ve killed hundreds of time lords.” / “fear me. i’ve killed all of them.” 11 is soooooo so so complex to me. outwardly he’s one of the goofiest ones, probably the goofiest nuwho doctor. he loves a good fez, is obsessed with bow ties, has questionable taste in food. but his anger… 11’s anger is cold. it’s vengeful. 9 and 10 were angry, yes, but they burned in their rage. the war isn’t fresh anymore like it was for 9, or he barely healed during 10 but 11 compartmentalises and it’s quite deadly honestly
#the doctor’s wife was rly an episode indeed like i have to admit 11 had fucking bangers#shows#doctor who#dw s6#dw 6x04#eleventh doctor#text#tais toi lys#dwpost#anyway this was brought to u by me thinking about 11’s kill count which is so insane#(21m)#i don’t mention 11 enough. my bad#*
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byler getting together in their early 20s is also very special to me because they have time to discover more about themselves and i like the idea of them knowing about queerness beyond their own experiences and what hawkins says. whether that’s reading poetry or novels, seeing art, meeting other gay people, learning real queer history… idk. them having an actual idea about who they are + what it all means for their futures. like just. maybe will finding something that describes how he’s felt for so long written/drawn by a gay artist even if it’s sad, at least he can identify that feeling in some way
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Sunfyre obeying commands said in the common tongue implies absolutely nothing about Aegon’s bond with his dragon.
Dragons are very intelligent magical animals, but they are still animals, and the language they are trained in is the language they’ll understand and respond to.
However, Aegon training Sunfyre in the common tongue does convey something about Aegon. Above all, it shows how disconnected he is from his Valyrian heritage, and due to his disinterest in becoming fluent in High Valyrian, it also suggests that he is simply uninterested in learning more about that side of his identity. This also exemplifies the ongoing assimilation of the Targaryens into Westerosi culture and foreshadows their increasing conformity with Westerosi traditions and values.
Again, Aegon commanding Sunfyre in the common tongue does not say anything about how strong or weak their bond is. It simply shows that Aegon is more or less uninterested in his Valyrian heritage and has assimilated into Westerosi culture more than any other Targaryen at the time (that we’ve seen so far).
Now, I have a lot of gripes with the HOTD writers and the additions and changes that they’ve made, but I see no problem with this one. This isn’t something the HOTD writers wrote in on a whim nor is it more proof of the writers being anti-Aegon (a prominent belief that Aegon stans hold). It is actually very consistent with both Aegon’s previous characterization and the green factions ideology.
So my confusion with team greens outrage lies here with this question: For the team that is so anti-Targaryen, why are you guys angry that Aegon is detached from his Valyrian heritage?
#idk why this needs to be said#media comprehension is in the gutter nine miles away lost in space or dead. idk. but it’s certainly not anywhere near aegon stans#the plot has been lost#tbh i don’t think aegon stans actually know the plot#anti aegon ii stans#anti team green#anti team green stans#writers finally write something logical#aegon stans: HOTD writers rly are anti-aegon 😠 ima make up some bs about sunfyre and aegons bond now#i am BAFFLED at some of the shit i’m seeing#the dragons do not automatically understand high valyrian 💀 they are domesticated animals trained to follow specific commands#y’all think a german shepherd is more inclined to the german language? that ain’t how it works jajajajhdhdhd#hotd fandom critical#hotd#pro team black
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Space girl
#red and blue colours are based on the North and south points on a compass and the nasa logo colours ^^ compass bc I kept thinking about how#astronaut is supposed to mean ‘star sailor’ and it stuck with me lol#and apparently real space suits are heavy because the moon lacks atmosphere and with all the air used to keep the person alive#so I thought adding adjustable weights rock lee style would be cool. and to kind of balance the bottom half from the top#IM RLY PROUD OF THE HELMET THOUGH I’ve wanted it too look like a gacha capsule for ages and I think it came out right this time#you would have to slide the screen of the helmet up like those toy helmets. and then you can flip it back on its hinge#didn’t have enough room to make a comparison between the helmet mode and collar mode but oh well. I don’t draw it enough anyway so it’ll#come up eventually shrug.. and ofc the logo a la nasa space suit#my art#myart#my oc#oc development#character design#original character#my characters#oc#Augusta#reference sheet#oc ref sheet#astronaut
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ok the “theon is so visibly gay he’s an easily clockable fruit and balon hates him bc he’s homophobic and hates QUEER FREAKS xD” jokes have gotten really old now i think. this is starting to remind me of the 2021 boypetwhore bit where the joke is just “x character experiences homophobic violence” and hmmmm we gotta think about that. i think it’s exploitative, offensive, not engaging with the text in any real capacity and i rly think it’s time to ask like. why is it funny for these characters to experience homophobia.
#i rly dgaf about what ppl headcanon theon’s sexuality or gender identity to be#i don’t really think about him like that#but hmmmmm i am sick of this joke#hit that NOTIFICATION BELL if you also want to stop seeing this#im making this post instead of filtering the theon tag btw#cause that’s my next resort#theon greyjoy#balon greyjoy#asoiaf#valyrianscrolls
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lovely flower, slowly bloom, paint yourself with shades of blue 💙💙💙
#some old Bluebelle drawings bc I’ve just been cleaning all day and I can’t think about anything#to all yall who sent in requests; I’m working on them and I love you so much!!!#to whom it was who requested Tugger and Misto: thank you for the challenge lol!!!#I don’t draw tugger often and I draw misto even less so I’ve gots to get some practice first <3333#I’ve tried not to be online as much because I realized it’s trapping my brain in these stupid fucking parasocial cycles#and so far the effects have been: cleaning organizing and listening to the same 5 songs for hours on end#also!!! I love you the Mabel Podcast <33333#Ana Limon is me incarnate <333#she is more myself than I am <333#I’m going to try and find a way to post my cannibalism story because some of yall wanted to read it and I rly like it#so!!! I’ll try and do that#anyway ily bluebelle#been thinking a lot about her and datura lately#ah well#uhhh drink water and sleep and hug something/someone 🫶🫶🫶#cats musical#cats the musical#cats oc#jellicle oc#bluebelle cats
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on the topic of celebrity products what are your thoughts on people who collect albums, specifically kpop stans because i used to pride myself on not wasting ungodly amounts on merch but then i went through a phase where i spent hundreds of dollars on albums and i honestly regret it… i don’t look at them ever and they’re collecting dust on my shelves. not my best moment i’ll admit.
Umm I don’t like to tell ppl what to do on things that bring them joy 🥲 like yes shop ethically (I literally have amazon boycotted to this day, among so many other companies), but beyond that I’m not gonna tell someone whether or not it’s dumb to collect albums for music they’re a fan of
#That seems so mean#Do what makes u happy#I don’t rly think my celebrity product post was rly about that
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rotating the UHCs + serveur du lundi qetoiles precanon potentiality in my mind
#im watching that vod where etoiles teaches antoine to play mc#and at one point he says he’s a mercenary as opposed to an adventurer (in relation to when he used to play UHCs)….. fascinating#and he spends the whole time being like no im not gonna join the server u guys r gonna play on (antoine baghera + other tdl people) bc i#don’t play survival i’m a uhc/pvp guy….. obviously he does and we got the serveur du lundi the funniest shit in the world#but watching the vod did make me realise that woagh before that server where he did do a lot of adventuring and exploring bro was like 👎 to#survival and rly only did strictly pvp….. for apparently like 2000 hours……… this fucking guy#but yeah anw very very interesting to consider that in a qetoiles pov bc wow . up until very recently his whole life really just had been#constant pvp and all the exploring he did on qsmp was in part a new aspect of life he was discovering#much to think about . i am already sorta writing a fic about precanon qfrench stuff this just adds fuel to my fire 🔥🔥🔥#jay rambles#étoiles
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just watched the borderlands movie and the only good part was that krieg’s little harness thingo lowkey looked like a very skimpy little bra thing sometimes
he needs some back support with those jugs ofc
#it wasn’t AS bad as I thought it would be#but it was not good#at all#idk why they changed so much of the story and just like Made It Worse#why did they make Tina’s dad head of atlas? why not just keep her parents killed off? why did they mischaracterise her so badly?#why was she annoying? why was she an experiment? why not use a more compelling villain than Guy Who Looks And Acts As Bland As Possible#the villain was simply. no good#I wish they used jack 😔#I also wish they didn’t do the Lilith’s mum subplot bc it was a little off??? somehow?#and Tannis and Lilith’s relationship wasn’t particularly fulfilling#claptrap was even more annoying#the jokes weren’t funny#the sfx were NOT as bad as everyone said they were I’m sorry I thought they were fine aside from a few weird shots in some chase sequences#another thing I don’t get that much was ppl hating Lilith’s hair bc it’s doesn’t look like in the games#ppl compared the wig to wigs that cosplayers use that look rly accurate and good but#u have to take into account#that it’s rly hard to stylise a live action movie to look something like boarderlands and most cosplays are made to look good statically#things that look good in cosplay and in the game will not look good in a live action action sequences#like if u gave her a cosplay wig it would look great and accurate but it also would be completely rigged in the wind and would not move#like real hair#which would probably be incredibly jarring to see in a live action film especially with all the action#was the hair great? no. I still think it could’ve been vastly improved on while remaining realistic for a live action movie#but I think some people hold it to unrealistic standards in their criticisms or whatever#also costumes have to be actually movable and breathable bc REAL people are shooting REAL scenes and doing stunts and shit in them#but. yeah. the costumes could definitely have had some improvement#I think that if u wanted to make a borderlands film that was accurate to the design of the characters it would be easier to do it animated#and the writing?#we do not speak about the writing good lord#borderlands movie#borderlands
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